Waiting for truth to be shown to you can be a challenge at times. We all claim that we want “truth, honesty, sincerity”, etc., but we are not always ready or willing to hear it and accept it when it comes. Sometimes, it’s hard to deal with. Is it good for us? Yes, because you have an awareness of what is in front of you; an opportunity to face your reality, whatever it may be for you at that time, and experience it in the moment. For many of us, this is scary territory. We say we want truth, but we are afraid of it. “Will I like it? Will it be a little or a lot? Can I handle it? How will this change my life?”, we ask.
What I try to remember is, God never gives us more than what we can handle. I heard someone say once, and forgive me if I can’t remember who, “If He brought you to it, He will see you through it”. Especially true if the moment of revelation that you find in front of you is bigger than you expected. We will get bumped and prodded and knocked around in this life of ours, but you have to get up, and keep your train moving…..